Written by Mrs. Flowie_2023 on Oct 20, 2025
@Unknown

I don't know. I just don't feel anything inside, Not even on the outside. I feel like I've lost some of my emotions and I don't know if I'm truly happy or not. My nightmare has come true and I just miss someone else. But I don't think it's worth missing someone, maybe missing someone I loved is just confirmed as forbidden, who knows. To me, I just feel like Im guilt tripping when I say all of it. It's just everything so blue no matter what color is supposed to be inside of it

Even when I don't feel anything, it just feels like the incident I did was worst decision I ever made for myself, who knows?

Not only that, but I don't know if Im truly happy talking or spending my times with my best friends I have, it just feels like there's no any stuff has left for me